Man is free to evade reality, he is free to defocus his mind and stumble blindly on any path he wants, but he is not free to avoid the abyss he refuses to see. The first great virtue of man was doubt and the first great defect faith.
Man is the creator of his own heaven and his own hell. There are no worse demons than the whispers of one’s own ego. You can't walk the path before the path becomes you. The eagle flies alone; the crow in flocks. The fool has need of company and the wise, of solitude.
Those who claim to possess the deep magical science: take away your recklessness! To do so, you need to place your spirit far above your sphere, make yourselves firm and unwavering and be very attentive and observant to exactly what is conveyed to you.
It is not the gods who decide if man exists; it is man who decides if the gods exist! Remember that man remains in the corner of darkness for fear that the light of truth will shine and allow him to actually see!
The only personal property of an individual’s soul on earth is his spiritual path. To criticize someone’s spiritual path is like hijacking his only vehicle in life, leaving the poor soul stranded on the road.
These hours and hours of silence get into one's bones. I ask why I have sentenced myself to such loneliness. I guess anything one does deeply is very lonely. Every creator painfully experiences the chasm between his dream and its final expression. The chasm is never completely bridged. We all have this certainty, perhaps illusory, that we have much more to attain.
”It is like a nuclear explosion, you see — it shatters the whole body. It is not an easy thing; it is the end of the man — such a shattering thing that it blasts every cell, every nerve in your body. Not that you experience the ‘explosion’; you can’t experience the ‘explosion’ — but its after-effects, the ‘fall-out’, is the thing that changes the whole chemistry of your body.”
There exist the Gnostic theory that god did not throw man out of paradise, it was man who threw god out, and we are already in paradise, but nobody has realized it yet. But this is a more difficult topic to discuss here.
So you realize something is wrong with the World and that you are different. You are different because you have special skills, intelligence, powers that put you in the indigo child category.
Because you are different, you are an outcast, sometimes feared, sometimes loved, but never understood. Your work is to become the god of your own universe and to carry the light onwards and be the shining torchlight to inspire others.
LVX - Patrick Gaffiero