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I am my own guru, master, and savior and I'm bringing the dark and the light within into balance, I'm not interested in trying to work on people's perceptions. I am who I am, and if you don't take the time to learn about that, then your perception is going to be your problem.

If you talk about the Light, you must acknowledge the Dark. Just as there is sunrise, there comes a time when the sun sets. Light is balanced by the dark in our realities. It's very difficult to have one without the other.

Run not from the darkness. Shield not your eyes from the light. Embrace the darkness as well as the light. For does the light not cast shadows? And without the dark, how can we know light? Both are one and the same, separate yet joined.

The oceans call to me, echoes create a tsunami of scorn and love, and creatures of the deep vibrate into the shadows of collapsing earth. I paddle and paddle over the waves as Gaia tries to pull me into her. I think my rope is failing, sooner or later I will get sucked down into nature's will, and no matter how hard I try, how hard I swim, how hard I resist, she will swallow me into her depths.

The Stars told me one day I shall shine brighter than they are, for our observations have given them life, it is humanity that is to thank for their beautiful recognition, and in return they will give me the eternal life I so greatly struggle to find, the cycle of reincarnation can finally end!

My consciousness drifts through the cosmic ether as it seeks its purpose, the unknown becomes an experience, and the known becomes the boredom of the past. Divinity is in the suburbia of the Universe, but how can one get there faster than the expansion of perceived time? It is only a human idea, surely can be defied!

Reality must be found, but what is it, does it lie within the depths of simpleton dogma, or can we look deep within the caverns of enlightenment and take back the roots of life?

My mind is overwhelmed by the darkness, the lack of light that shines on the grass-less hills, should I dig the earth blocking the sun, or should I buy seeds and slowly grow the grass, and tend to it so that it shall grow as if it did have light?

The day had gone dark, and the beauty of the woman has taken the light from the sun, and she shines and lights up the whole universe, the stars in all the galaxies have been overpowered, all of existence is light, and darkness no longer, eternity has come.

Ain Soph Aur - Patrick Gaffiero

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